Right after that minute, i was all down and frustrated and crying and full of hatred!
I dropped my new phone and now it's still unconscious. Seriously? What can your mood be when you are all SO ready for CNY, excited to wear your new clothes, got your hands ready to receive ang pao but suddenly your new phone, which you seriously always think of the phone and pray that it'll be yours someday every night before you sleep, is spoiled in just a few seconds?!
I prayed ALMOST every night for about MONTHS that i can have a new phone right before this year's CNY. NOPE, I DONT NEED A PHONE TO SHOW OFF. I just wanted a new phone and that's all that matters!!
And it's just the day BEFORE CNY!
I thought this year's CNY will better than last year's. But hell no! In fact, IT IS THE WORST ONE EVERRRRRRR!
Cried for hours like a fking bitch. Swollen eyes. Anger. Insomnia. Seriously, can anything be as worse as this?
And because i have menses now, my mood changes everytime! Sometimes i'll be laughing and talking but sometimes i'll be in my room crying like a bitch and blame myself for not careful with the phone!!
Im the worst human on this earth. No doubt.
Im sorry guys. Im super down these days. Maybe i'll not really update my blog that often.
kthxbye
0 comments:
Post a Comment